wheeeeeeeeee :D

growing up is painful.

cos you deal with realities and all shit

but you still have to act normal just because.

life goes on.

This just draws the line to show that you guys aren’t worth.

I think the only way of saving myself is to run.. for now. or forever?

clinging onto faint glimpses of hope…

realized that I haven’t tumblr-ed in a while.. which means all things are pretty good huh. or at least a so-so..

I realize that I do too much thinking.. so much so that by the time I want to act on it, I lose all the energy because I think too much. Does that make sense? :o well — at least I have the energy to type this out without thinking much :)

can’t believe its May already. Looking back, time really passes quickly. These days, I literally feel older everyday. I feel like I understand the world a little better, and also myself a little better. 

May May be a good month for all!

lost. directionless. empty. tired. confused. envious. regretful. in denial. 

nights like this I wish this was all just a dream

but it always has to be this real.

Am I wrong to want so much? Am I greedy? Why am I not content? Do I have to put myself down like this? Why am I not deserving.

Why am I fighting myself