it has been a while since I posted! Guess life has been pretty busy and rarely do I have such pleasant nights like this (omg I’m really happy!) to write my thoughts out and stuff.
These two weeks have been a very pleasant experience. It definitely broadened my scope of knowledge, perspective on certain issues, changed me — somewhat ‘life-discovering’ if you may say so. Many things that I thought I knew before, I didn’t. And somehow being this naive 18 year old me (well, at least I once thought that I knew a lot), I realized that I still don’t know a lot of things, there’s still so much to be learnt. Ok fine, it’s not like I’m desperately thirsting for knowledge or bragging that I’m on a conquest for discovery but I would like to say that it’s really scary? Experience really really counts. Life experiences? Oh, better. And there’s no end to learning, ever. If you think it’s the end? Think again.
Perhaps it has been of late that I’ve been reflecting over the past year. Although many events were somewhat filled with a mixture of emotions, it was a rather exciting year for me. At the start of the year, I was filled with doubts, filled with queries, filled with excitement and a little anxiousness for this year. And then.. finally it’s over! To be honest, my recital felt like ages ago. How about AP exams? And CNY? And my previous countdown? Oh my goodness it had to be ages ago.
I guess we learn through many events in our life. Perhaps now I may feel this way, perhaps in the future some events may happen to me that may drastically change my perception of life and my thoughts and feelings at the moment. I’m proud to say that some accomplishments this year include attempting to not judge people as much as possible (or as I can help it muahahaha), being able to look past $$ and drastically cut down expectations of future unrealistic lifestyles, feeling a sense of commitment to my passion and what I really want to do in life, somewhat finding myself and understanding how I really feel towards things, hmm the list goes on I HOPE haha all these are just off my head.
Life’s getting much better. I’m really looking ahead (wish I could sneak a quick peek!) I guess NS will be rather life-changing. Anyhow, I wish for the best for myself and for everyone in whatever they may do, want and pursue their dreams!
Although I really want to end off at the previous sentence, on a side note, I was once again reminded of the unpredictability of life. I think, my current view of life is so simplistic it hardly fits into this ever complex world. I hope for people in our society to be able to view the panorama of things and look for more simplistic goals. Life isn’t meant to be complex. Hmm. Another thing to wonder about.
I should change my blog name to ponders wonders rantings of a little boy who exists in this huge planet as an individual
